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Member Since: 12/6/2003

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Thursday, April 26, 2012

Then I broke down </3

I thought I was doing okay. Then the first song that played when I opened Pandora radio was,

"I wont' give up on us,
Even if the skies get rough,
I'm giving you all my love,
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.

I won't give up on us,
God knows I'm tough enough,
We got a lot to learn,
God knows we're worth it."

It's one of those moments that have been happening to me more frequently. I can feel my heartbeat in my chest without touching it. It beats louder and harder sometimes. I just couldn't bear it and I broke down crying.

That's Justin's song. I Won't Give Up, by Jason Mraz.

 

.nothing


Sunday, April 15, 2012

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Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Welcome, please come In.

I think to myself almost every day, "We can't ALL be awesome."
Then today I thought to myself in a very non-condescending kind of way,
"I'm cool"

 

and was completely convinced of it.


Sunday, March 04, 2012

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My heart still follows in your shadow. Always in the shadow. (that's no place for a heart to be)

I'm still trying to learn how to let go of a love that is lost.

:sigh:

There goes time again, there goes time.

 

</3 


Saturday, February 04, 2012

Who I Am

Some days I am torn between who I am and who I want to be.
Sometimes what I want is not what I need.
Today, I am what I am.

 

.me



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